Billions of cells screaming inside me 'Don't neglect us' But I'm too wrapped up in misery To take note of the enemy That lies within The negativity that rises And turns my emotions to dust Takes precedence Over the voices of my life cells
They say I'm alive But only I know I'm dead inside Filled with hate, negativity and inner strife What is this rotten life worth If you feel nothing But pain and misery?
My body is fed eatables But that's not food for the soul My soul lies crushed Like a forgotten handkerchief From a bygone era I feel gripped by death in every pore of my being And the negativity rises Like a wave's crest I envy those who truly live They are really blessed
Writing does calm me I tend to get so emotional My heart is like glass It breaks if there's a high decibel Inside my head or in the vicinity My hate for the human race Does abate No thanks to any 'human' Instead to the word, written It's like a blessing from a sentient being That falls upon my ears From deep within
I sit down to write My morbid little 'poem' Evil eyes are always on me Right from here to the periphery Humankind is toxic and cruel I hate this race That has no grace It only wants to exploit Maybe the future will be better When we are all androids!
My heart breaks all over again If every tiny fragment were to fuse I would ask that every breath I took Was next to you The tears flow like a river in spate The only person I want in my life is you Everyone else I hate!